i'm still here...

yes dude! your buddy is still here.. just been too busy for the past few weeks.. why?.. actually, i hide from that nasty porn site that keeps on bugging me when i open my blog in the past!.. parang bata.. di ko pinansin.. ayun! umalis din!.. wakokoko!

another reason is that i am trying to finish one website.. yes! you heard it right.. because of this blogging thing, a Physical Therapist turned teacher's interest in making websites was awaken once again.. but the problem is i don't have much resources here (and money!..as always.. huhuhuhu.. ) so i just used the templates from a free web hosting site.. want to see it?.. here's the URL (can anyone tell me the full form of URL.. hehehe.. anyways.. ) http://thecaregivercentral.tripod.com/

kindly visit it and give me your honest opinion.. i would be needing that to improve the site and my web designing capacity too! (naks!.. pasensya na.. kina-career!.. hehehe!.. then i'll try to snatch bulik and anumeha's clients.. bwahahaha!.. joke!)

(maria, remember the site that we were trying to make?.. the "usapang barkada".. don't worry, once i find dreamweaver here, i'll try to complete it too and try to publish it.. maybe you can help me have a discount on the hosting fee.. hehehe)

hope to see you there and have some feedbacks from you.. God bless!

Hanggang Kelan?.. Hanggang Ilan?... (an open letter to all my fellow Filipinos)

Musta Kaibigan?

I am in India right now and hardly get any news from the Philippines.. i only base my inputs from friends and the inq7 on the net.. cable television is a luxury in this part of the world according to my employer here.. but i was really saddened by what is happening again in our country... i am neither pro nor anti-gloria.. i haven't voted her even.. pero ang tanong.. hanggang kelan?.. hanggang ilang ulit pa ba tayong pupunta sa EDSA?.. pagtapos nito.. ano na?.. eleksyon ulit?.. sino papalit?.. tapos, pag di na naman nagustuhan.. EDSA ulit?...

wala na ba talagang pag-asa?.. o ayaw lang natin talagang aminin na di na tayo nagkakaisa?.. kanya kanyang ambisyong pampulitika!.. sarili muna.. bahala ka na.. but before we complain about our government.. let us first ask ourselves.. have we done anything to help the Philippine Government at least?..

kelan nga ba tayo huling bumili ng sapatos yari sa Marikina?.. pano magkakatrabaho kung walang bibili ng produkto?..foreign investors?..eh natatakot na agad kasi walang ginawa kundi magsiraan at maglabasan ng baho sa trabaho..

yung balat ng kendi kanina, san na?..maliit na bagay lang yun pero, if we would not do our part, how can we lessen the budget on the solid waste management and flood control.. sayang rin yun..it can be allocated for health and education di ba?..

nga pala, anong lumabas sa jueteng kanina?.. teka, hindi yata excuse ang "lima-limang piso lang" or "libangan lang naman".. supporting these illegal gambling activities is still supporting them.. kahit limang piso lang to...

poor education system ba ika mo?.. eh naturuan mo na ba anak mo?.. or masyado kang busy sa trabaho?..

are we paying the right taxes?.. or isa rin tayo sa mga nangungupit?.. so anong pinagka-iba?.. wag nating sabihing.. milyon kasi ung sa kanila.. ang maliit.. madalas ay lumalala..

nagbayad na ba tayo sa isang poncio pilato para mapabilis ang proseso?.. kitam?.. edi pumayag rin tayo sa corruption.. tapos ngayon magrereklamo tayo..

have we ever tried volunteering our spare time in our own little way to help others improve themselves.. lots of NGO's there, which need ACTIVE AND DEDICATED VOLUNTEERS.. Red Cross even needs you (excuse lang po sa mga manggagamit at may mga pansariling interes..tumabi tabi kayo't hindi ito ang lugar nyo..hehehe) but seriously, the less fortunate people are waiting for our HONEST AND SINCERE help.. it doesn't really have to be big.. mga simpleng bagay.. pag pinagsama-sama, dami nayun!.. mga simpleng karunungang pwede nilang magamit balang araw para makalayo sa lansangan.. yun nga lang lapitan mo sila.. laking bagay na sa kanila.. kaya ayun tuloy, nagagamit ng mga abusadong may kapangyarihan.. kahit labag sa loob.. walang magawa.. kapit sa patalim ika nga.. kailangang lamnan ang kumukulong sikmura.. kundi mamatay silang dilat ang mga mata.. ba't di natin sila subukang pakinggan minsan?.. makipag kwentuhan, makipagtawanan.. at alamin ang tunay na nilalaman..

i dont mean to be a lecturer here.. but rather a friend who plea for us to stop for moment and try to think.. let's analyze things first before opening our mouth.. move rather than talk.. and move forward, not backwards.. before we comment, is there any better suggestion we can give?.. "the one who dont have sin may cast the first stone" ika nga.. please, let's throw this "crab-mentality" for once and help each other.. the first thing we must have in mind is to work FOR OUR COUNTRY.. yes, we have our own personal aspirations and ambitions.. we have our own dreams we wish to fulfill.. ako rin naman meron eh.. pero sana po wag nating kalimutan.. we have our obligation to our motherland too.. hindi lang to trabaho ng presidente or ng kung sino mang naka-upo.. para ano pang tinatawag natin syang INANG BAYAN kundi natin aalagaan?.. isn't it that we have our dreams of giving our family a better future?.. nagsusumamo rin sya.. kung pwede nating syang isali sa mga ambisyon natin at, sa bawat kilos natin, san man tayo nandoon.. wag po sana nating kalimutang PILIPINO TAYO.. let's work together now or else sama sama tayong babagsak!... kaibigan.. kilos na tayo.. alam kong may pag-asa pa.. wag ka sanang bibitaw kaibigan.. PARA SA INANG BAYAN..

isang kaibigang umaasa...

Athan
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Dugong Pinoy.. May Prinsipyong Pinoy..
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sa bawat paglubog ng araw, may mga talang tumatanglaw.. may isang buwang nangangakong sa dilim ay di ka mapapako..
konti na lang.. ilang ikot na lang.. at di na rin magtatagal.. bukas makalawa, uuwi na rin sa minamahal..

leche...

not in good mood tonight.. why?.. porn sites are bugging me while doing my blog.. i wonder what's the problem.. is it my new set of photos?.. hehehe.. the conceited athan now strikes!.. (u can ask me if u want some copies.. hahaha).. bulik is trying to send my a spyware but i cannot complete the downloading.. the computer hangs at around 2MB (out of 6MB) after 2 hours of agony!.. and the funny part is, they only open when i am opening my blog.. i tried the yahoo anti-spy and it seems that i got them from imesh.. (dommage.. they have great selection of music!)...

another thing that pissed me off tonight is that someone took my money.. straight from my wallet.. which is in my bag.. on top of the the dining table.. inside this house!.. my suspect... aahhh.. never mind!.. i still believe in the Law of Karma.. i just felt bad coz it was really my first time to loose something inside a house.. never experiened that for so many years now.. the last time was when i was in my highschool when our househelp took my wrist watch.. (i remember Richard Ola.. my classmate in highschool.. we have that same design of Swatch.. a blue and white combi.. with golden rays of the sun)..anyway, another incident of a broken trust!.. (nah!.. i mean the real trust not the condom!.. hehehehe.. just making myself laugh..).. would rather took it as a lesson then.. bye for now..

downtown...

the rain was so hard yesterday.. (as in cats and dogs!).. and some would even admit that it was really nice to stay home.. lie down and sleep.. i feel so drowsy even after the class.. but guess what.. i went to downtown still!... hahaha.. obsessive compulsive jonathan strikes again!.. wakokoko... i really wanted to buy something for myself now.. isn't it time to give myself a gift?.. hehehe.. chalo rajubhai!..

on our way, i had my makai (i dont know if the spelling is correct.. but that's a corn!.. hehehe)... it was 5pm so i felt hungry.. and i know how much time it would take me to pick my final choice.. hehehe (tamang divisoria po kasi yun.. hehehe).. then went to purchase my new shoes.. & guess what, almost the same as my old one.. brown leather with shoe lace.. hehehe.. we also went hopping from one shop to another to find a bag.. and finally, after negotiating with so much bag-wala.. (kuripot ko talaga!..wakokoko) we went back to the first shop and took the one i chose.. me and my red backpack!...

time to go.. at baka kung ano pa makita ko't masira ang budget!.. wakokoko.. rode the scooter.. under the pouring rain and thunder.. wet as you can imagine.. (mapang-akit.. parang pelikula.. hehehe) we traced our way home.. i dont feel home sick now.. with the flood they have here.. hehehe.. my new brown shoes.. and my red backpack!.. now i can sleep! :D