the most painful experience one could ever have....

i had been into so many trials.. many broken realtionships & heartaches.. (hikbi!) but i was able to cope up.. i have my tart with me now..

i had experienced many hardship.. many job related issues.. (damn!).. but i was able to deal with them professionally.. i am still standing here and doing my job without being dictated by anyone..

i had commited so many mistakes.. most of them were just careless ones actually.. (stupid ones!).. but i had learned from them.. and trying so hard to correct them now..

i had feared so many things before.. almost been a paranoid.. never trusted anyone.. but learned how to open up.. and be free-willing person..

i had been into so many pains.. was able to tolerate it now.. but there's one thing i cannot.. i dont know how to cope up.. i dont know how life would be after that.. last friday, August 5.............


THE COMPUTER BROKE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(isn't that a torture?....... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!)